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24 March 2007 @ 11:40 am
Mother said,
"Straight ahead,"
Not to delay
or be misled.
I should have heeded
Her advice...
But he seemed so nice.

And he showed me things
Many beautiful things,
That I hadn't thought to explore.
They were off my path,
So I never had dared.
I had been so careful,
I never had cared.
And he made me feel excited-
Well, excited and scared.

When he said, "Come in!"
With that sickening grin,
How could I know what was in store?
Once his teeth were bared,
Though, I really got scared-
Well, excited and scared-
But he drew me close
And he swallowed me down,
Down a dark slimy path
Where lie secrets that I never want to know,
And when everything familiar
Seemed to disappear forever,
At the end of the path
Was Granny once again.

So we wait in the dark
Until someone sets us free,
And we're brought into the light,
And we're back at the start.

And I know things now,
Many valuable things,
That I hadn't known before:
Do not put your faith
In a cape and a hood,
They will not protect you
The way that they should.
And take extra care with starngers,
Even flowers have their dangers.
And though scary is exciting,
Nice is different than good.

Now I know:
Don't be scared.
Granny is right,
Just be prepared.

Isn't it nice to know a lot!
And a little bit not...
24 October 2006 @ 01:32 am
so my cat alice isn't doing to hot. she ofcourse was diagnosed but leukimia last year when i got her. The thing is shes dropped so much weight and isn't eating. when she does eat she throws it back up. :( i have to take her to the vet but shes really scaring me. i'm scared the disease is kickin in and i'm losing her.
Tastefully: stressedstressed
06 December 2005 @ 11:37 am
just sittin in nova net.......without...myself?
cories REALY loud today, and mr.dillard is trying to act liek our teacher again.
OH MAN, i hope we still do teh special brownies for christmas.
i want to see pride and prejdice. *million dollars says i spelled that wrong*
im quiting my job! im not gonna put in a two weeks notice im just straight quiting ...as soon as i find another job. my plan is to apply as cook at like applebees, fridays, tripps, resteraunts of sorts and stuff, i will prob be a fry cook for a while but i will get promoted. :D its OH SO GOOD!i came to this realization last night after i got stoned, im sick of wasting my culinary talents on the dieing. not just because the are decomposing by the second but becasue they are mean as hell. i would liek to go ONE day without some old man arguing with me about why he cant have prune juice. and besides i want free time on the weekends, im sick of working EVERY weekend, and i want a life saver....as in the candy.
i slept in today, because my backs still giving me problems !!DAMN THESE BOOBS OF MINE!!
i came into school AND FORGOT WE HAD BENCHMARKS so now i have to stay after and take one today. lesigh

09 November 2005 @ 04:05 pm
drunkCollapse )
in novanet. woo. my computers all fucked up and diffrent colors. like all negitive like. creepy. listening to magical mystery tour with lauren.

yesterday was fun. hung out with megan. than lauren. did some....things. lol. talked about how much of a dumb ass jesse is for cheating on his girlfriend. bastard. than will came over and daddy made me cry. bastard.

than will this am was like " i think i want to sleep over tonight" and i was like umm why you never want to? and he was like " i missed wakingup next to you today.

oh no
you say good bye and i say hello
hello hello

so i'm ready for next semester. i'm ready to be outta this school with these dumbass kids. i'm ready to move out of my house. i'm NOT ready for college. i'm not ready to have to deal with 4 more years of school. ugh.

let me take you down
causei'm going to
strawberry feilds
nothing is real
and noting to get hung about
strawberry feilds forever

living is easiy with eyes closed
misunderstanding all you see
its getting hard to be someone but it all works out
it doesnt' matter much to me

yea i'm bored. and i can't pass this frickin test so i'm not gonna try again today cause its pissing me off.
30 July 2005 @ 04:30 pm
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20 April 2005 @ 08:45 pm
happy 420 kids


today i woke up, avalin couldn't skip but i hadnt' slept well last night so i was all cranky and was like mom i'm going back to bed. so i did. till 1:00. then i watched queer as folk all day. YAY.but i was feeling sick like all day. being dizzy and shit ya know. then megan came over and we drove around cause shes got made driving skills now. YAY. now i'm sitting around waiting for either nora to get online or will to call me. educational day all right. he didn't call me all day which kinda pissed me off cause he said he'd call to see if i was in school or not. but never did at its close to 9. bastard. thats pretty much it.i hope i'm not sick tomorrow cause i don't wanna miss a day of school and have to make up MORE time. that'd reak. but i'd rather be in bed sick then sitting at school sick. oh and does anyone know the kids name who threw up in art class that megan was telling me about? evedently he was drunk and ralphed and i'm curious of who it is. megan said she heard hes a tall junior with black hair. that narrows it down. lol.
Tastefully: highhappy smoking
19 April 2005 @ 10:36 pm
i really wish i had a pic of seth or will online cause then i could show you all how much seth looks like ron stopable and will looks like shaggy. THEY SO FIT THE PARTS. damn lucky cartoon lookin boys.
Tastefully: jealousjealous